from flicker to flame



There's a candle burning, the flames at both ends
Any attempts are welcomed to slow it by an exacerbated wind
Still it burns; the heat rising, the wax falling
The light is soon fading.
The pressure so intense, and for what?
To be left in the dark?

I want to trade this melting candle
To give it up in exchange for Love
To cease striving to maintain my little flicker
One that's too quickly fleeting

There's something better that's not my own
The Light that never retires
Rather continually ignites
Building a fire, fanning a flame
Of passion, hope, desire, and love
Light that consumes me, not to harm but to relieve

In His Light, I can just be.
No need to worry, No place for fear
It's not mine to keep lit, or maintain
Responsibility rests in the hand of the Maker of the flame
The Consumed now radiates for His glory.

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justified

Justification by Faith

"I am not saved by believing - I simply realize I am saved by believing. And it is not repentance that saves me - repentance is only the sign that I realize what God has done through Jesus Christ. The danger here is putting the emphasis on the effect, instead of on the cause. Is it my obedience, consecration, and dedication that make me right with God? It is never that! I am made right with God because, prior to all of that, Christ died. When I turn to God and by belief accept what God reveals, the miraculous atonement by the Cross of Christ instantly places me into a right relationship with God. And as a result of the supernatural miracle of God's grace I stand justified, not because I am sorry for my sin, or because I have repented, but because of what Jesus has done. The Spirit of God brings justification with a shattering, radiant light, and I know that I am saved, even though I don't know how it was accomplished.
The salvation that comes from God is not based on human logic, but on the sacrificial death of Jesus. We can be born again solely because of the atonement of our Lord. Sinful men and women can be changed into new creations, not through their repentance or their belief, but through the wonderful work of God in Christ Jesus which preceded all of our experience. (2 Corinthians 5:17-19) The unconquerable safety of justification and sanctification is God Himself. We do not have to accomplish these things ourselves - they have been accomplished through the atonement of the Cross of Christ. The supernatural becomes natural to us through the miracle of God, and there is the realization of what Jesus Christ has already done - "It is finished!" (John 19:30)"
- Oswald Chambers

Ray Stevens - squirrel ... so funny!

please help!!! - Marriage survey

Update: Thanks so much for replying! I really appreciate your input!

Hey yall!  Would ya help me out with a homework assignment for my cultural anthropology class? - I promise it's not cheating ;)

Basically, I need to do a little questionnaire on the topic of marriage but I want to hear from single folks and married folks.  I know I get a lot of hits on my blog but I don't know who most of you are because few of you actually comment.  Please please please respond to this by Tuesday night, either by posting a comment or by emailing me at tiffaniepaige@gmail.com. 
Ok, here are some questions:

                                              
What's your age?
Single or Married?
How might you define what a marriage is?
Where/How did you develop this view?

Thanks a bunch yall! 

it's OK

it's currently 7:39 pm and i have a midterm at 7:45 am tomorrow. i have not even begun to study for it. haven't looked at notes. haven't started to memorize the 8 Scripture verses that i must know.  i swear i used to be more responsible.  i have been working on other things lately, definitely doing my share of homework and paper writing. i just put studying for this off because...well i don't know i don't think it will be a big deal. i like the class a lot and have pretty much got a good handle on the main elements. minus my memory verses.  i had planned to do nothing but studying today and i haven't even started. i did however accomplish a LOT of other things and have had a great day. i got to have coffee with two of my favorite folks, Joe and Charity....well actually no one had coffee, there was a diet coke, a hot chocolate, and tea in the mix but in the northwest we say everything is coffee kinda like the south says coke i guess.  anyway, then i was at Living Hope for a while being trained for something new, i then went to the library, and to the store, and then I went to see my friend Harmony and met her new baby boy, Parker.  I came home, went for a bike ride, made dinner, chatted with a roomie (great chat!!!) and now...I AM BLOGGING which i probably have no business doing.  Now, it could be very tempting for me to beat my own butt right about now for how i don't have it all together, and how i should be doing this and shouldn't be doing that  but i'm not going to. mostly, because i know God doesn't. I am gonna choose to believe Him, not try to judge myself, rest in the grace that He has given me this day, and enjoy Him! Now, I am also going to study! It's OK!

the battle...

Ever feel like the enemy (satan's bunch) just kicks the door in and starts opening fire with a semi-automatic, seemingly bringing destruction to every place the weapon points, yet you don't have a clue that you've even been attacked until the fight's over and you find yourself in a mess? 

I felt like this today. Made me so mad when I realized I'd been had and didn't do a thing about fighting back.  Just to clarify before I start into this thing, I don't believe that every tough thing is a battle or that there is a demon behind every door, or that we have to always be on the lookout in fear of what the God-haters will do in the spiritual realm.  Honestly, sometimes I think we can give those crafty schemers WAY too much credit.  Sometimes.  Other times, there needs to be a realization that it is part of being human and facing temptation.  It isn't necessarily a bad thing if it is building up good things in us as God's kids.  Still other times, we fail to realize that there is even a battle raging; a battle between the Image Bearers of God and the one who wanted to be God - satan's attack is on us.  We think we are just doing something wrong, failing again, thinking wrong thoughts which lead to wrong actions.  I'm not just speaking of temptation in the sense that we are drawn to do something that is sin.  Though that is included, I'm talking about a wider, more broad sense of attack.  I guess in a large sense it does involve being tempted to not believe God but sometimes the enemy seems to blow through at such a rapid pace that it seems you don't even know what hit you.
I've been thinking a lot about fighting and battles lately.  In my own walk with God, I have sensed that this is something He is teaching me; He's training me to fight.  I absolutely know that my God fights for me.  Always has and always will.  But, He also wants to train me to engage in the battle.  The Holy Scripts talk so much about it; it's evident that we're in a war zone.  I'm so glad to know the end of the story and to know that it won't always be this way, that one day our God is gonna totally pull out the brass knuckles and go to town on some boys that deserve a tale whippin'! That might be the understatement of the century, but you get it.  In the meantime, I really think that He training me up as a princess warrior to see some victory.  It's tough right now because I feel like a pansy who just doesn't want to fight - which is true.  But if God thinks this is best, then I guess to boot camp we go.
It's not that I don't know how to fight at all.  I know that prayer and being in God's Word as part of a relationship with Christ is crucial to winning.  For sure. And I'm not necessarily saying that there is anything more or less that is needed.  The thing I am certain of is that whatever it takes to fight and to fight well God has it! I think for the most part I know how to fight those temptation battles, not saying I always do but I at least know what it looks like to fight and win.  Seems like the heat in these battles are turning up though.  The ones in those....I guess surprise attacks that knock you on your butt and make you wonder how you survived with that many shots being fired.  
Maybe I'm just still in the middle of this and can't quite get my mind around it...yet. I know that God will be faithful as He promised and I so want to be trained to fight well and wisely.  In the meantime, I'm quite thankful that I am protected my Him even when I feel like I have been terribly assaulted.  God, please teach me and train me up; show me what it's supposed to look like to engage in these battles and see victory in Jesus name.

new blog

Hey folks! Welcome to the new blog.  I will still keep the one on wordpress (tiffaniepaige.wordpress.com)open for a bit, until I see how I like blogger. I do plan on only posting new notes onto this one though.   I'm making the decision to switch because it is easier to incorporate photography onto the blogger site. And...there are some other fun gadgets I wanna use as well. Thanks for checking it out!